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The Burnout I Can Blame on AI

· 7 min read · By Sameer Ahmed Khan
#ai#startups#mental-health

This time, I had a real burnout, and maybe I can blame it on A.I.

The fact that it’s getting so much better and keeps ‘undisciplined’ founders like me on the verge of trying ‘one more thing’ and getting that adrenaline rush when we see magic happen, is so ‘addicting’, that in my life, the meaning of time zones, late hours, food, and even health became meaningless.

You get the idea what ‘undisciplined’ means here, at times I become an early riser, which most of the founders get examples from famous founders, and most of the time I’m a night owl. It’s crazy, and I know I need to fix this. Maybe one day, when kids go to school, this schedule will hopefully get fixed.

Last week was crazy for me, started with a 3-day continuous headache, mind not shutting down, followed by fever that led me to have 3 days of medical drips and medication later on, and it’s been almost the 8th day for me, and I’m still on antibiotics. Why?

Sleepless nights, of I don’t know, maybe 2 years since I tried Antigravity, body trying to shut down but brain kept tinkering ideas, and to make it all worse, almost a few weeks ago I discovered “Remote Control mode of Claude”, so when I slept, my mobile remotely connected to my MacBook (which had its lid closed, but I discovered if you connect a power source to the Mac, it can stay connected with Claude Remote and you can continue the amazing-world-changing (pun intended) work/prompts via mobile), so when the kids woke me in the mid of the nights (which they often do, 2 under 2, you know how it goes?), I switch my mobile on, go straight to Claude, felt the urge to spend those tokens I’d be wasting if I slept. It’s a crazy-weird new embarrassment you feel if you don’t spend all your tokens, like I had been checking my weekly usage of credits, and if it’s not 50% used in the mid of the week, I feel I wasted the resources. A very weird urge to spend it.

Of course, since A.I kept doing crazy work for me, anyone who learned coding couldn’t sleep either. At the last Google Developers Event, I spoke to a few founders, and almost all are having no control because the dopamine effect, I think, is getting crazy, and soon they’ll have to be more focused and self-aware to save themselves.

I had been a marketer for a long time; that’s what most CEOs do. But along with that, I used A.I to help me find issues. The dawn of the MCP world (or you can say usage of APIs) helped me find ‘g@mbling backlinks’ in our own “Social Champ” blogs, not just that, it helped me discover so many bad practices of “do-follow” links, and hidden links, etc. And with a few prompts, I got almost thousands of links cleaned, removed and even replaced. Guess what? Just a few months ago I hired an agency that worked 2 months on it to remove just bad links (5xx, etc), according to them, the fixes were done. After a few months, I found out they barely scratched the surface. And this work I did using Gemini almost 1 year ago, when Codex wasn’t even a thing. (Gemini, now one of the crappiest models for coding, but it was the best in those times, gosh, it feels like it’s been years.)

Next? I kept testing the limits, created single-page free tools to rank in almost a day, and then followed the pattern to create 4-5 free tools in just the next day.

Then? Wrote a few blogs, the research found real gaps.

Next? I thought of building a feature in Social Champ, without any wireframes. I wondered if A.I could figure the components and give its best shot, of course research on the feature I requested first, etc. It was a process. But when I asked my team how many days it’d take them to build, the average was 40 days; it took almost a week with A.I to develop and release the MVP version.

Well, I didn’t do that feature, my CTO did, so I waited for him to get his holidays (he went for Hajj), and I was in command of the tech stack and team. Guess what I did? I asked him all about technical debts, issues etc, and one fine night I migrated Social Champ from our older Angular 14 to Angular 21…. And Social Champ in almost 2 nights was on the latest Angular version!

Of course there were a few hiccups that the devs and QA team got fixed, but I got that version deployed in the next 3-4 days. It’s live now!

I needed a bigger challenge, so I spoke to my current Tech lead and asked about deployments and the slow process. We were having an architecture of 2010, that took 40 mins to get production deployed. I took this as my target. A.I broke it into 5 phases, and the last Phase 5 will hopefully launch tomorrow as I write this, making our deploys, front-end and backend, 4-5 mins…. And this is not the only thing we improved, and a ton of more things, it deserves a separate post but let’s just call this plan, “modernization plan”, as the AI calls it. Everything was done via prompts btw. MCPs used: AWS, MongoDB Atlas, Cloudflare, etc.

Oh wait, I forgot to tell you, in all of this high risky, full of thoughtful ‘yes’ and ‘no’ to A.I prompts for architecture changes, I wanted to build something on the new context window peacefully, like a pass-time hobby, and I gave it a quick name, “Coach”. And we launched it silently 2-3 weeks ago. We are still thinking of a new Gen-Z name for it. But think of it as the future of how SaaS tools would be. I might be wrong, but in the near future, people would not have time to learn the amazing UI/UX you have, they’d just need to find a place to give commands and get what they want, like in Social Champ, you can tell Coach to create content, and it’ll auto-select your last 3 published content, find a voice, and create content on your niche, you can of course set which posts it should pick… applications of Coach are unlimited, like answering unread messages, telling you analytics, filling empty slots, inviting teams, generating reports, and etc.

But… the point of this post was not to tell you about Coach or talk more about the experiments I did. (Did I tell you about Hermes or Paperclip? Nvm, my head already hurts), but to wake you up and tell you that most complex problems that we assumed were once complex will be solved by A.I, bringing a world of newer problems, but in all this race, the importance of being more self-aware has increased significantly, either you’ll take control of your schedule, health, time and peace of mind and do wonders…. Or maybe take a hit and have a few antibiotics and drips tell you that your body isn’t listening to you anymore.

The choice is yours, but the change is already here.

PS: I just read Claude Fable 5 is launched! Oh gosh… there goes my speech…

PSS: For some reason, I can blame A.I for me not accepting podcast/speaking sessions too, it takes half the day in preparing for those and I can use that better with A.I. But well, that’s arrogance, once I’m done automating most of the manual A.I work, I’ll sure return… or make slow returns, like I did last week, and went to 2 universities, one as a startup judge and the other as a mentor. So this month is done for community work. :)